Dear Son,

While I do not ask you to be my protector…

Knowing you would fight to keep me safe brings a softness to my heart I didn’t know I needed.

And witnessing the emergence of a warrior spirit in you, makes it a heart filled with pride.

I ask that you do not make the same mistake I made.

Keep your own heart soft.

But I pray that God continues to fill you with strength.

For one day you will carry me.

And when He calls me home, I plan to return heavy.

Heavy with lessons learned, with wisdom gained, and with achievements made.

Taking this weight on your shoulder will be a final test from me.

Under the full weight of my life and my love, I pray that you can keep your spine straight.

But that your heart stays soft.