Reaching into the water, 

My fingertips meet every single lentil 

When rinsing lentils, 

I become my grandmother  

I cannot help but be brought to stillness 

by the sensation 

The swishing 

The draining 

Each lentil in its own whitewater adventure 

And I adventure 

To the village my feet have never stepped foot in 

The village of my grandmother 

Who I feel more connected to now than when she was alive 

Every time I rinse lentils